it was supposedly a tight tournament... he was so exited in a good way... everything was new and awesome.. shiny like newly waxed chrome... he sat on the table for just one hand... it didn´t matter if it takes his hole life to finish this hand.... thats all he wanted.. one hand...

two cards on the table and the game is on.... he didn´t look his cards... just throws money on the table.. everyone exept one folds... a wery attractive woman... felt allmost like month had past when he tried to figure out what his opponent had in her hand... never really knew did she bluff or did she really have a good hand... either ways he throwed all in... everything he got... cards came to the table... one by one.. queen of diamonds.. ace of spades... so on and so on... then he checked his cards.. two of cross and seven of heart... shit... how did this happen??? he tried to keep his pokerface for nothing.. she was just too damn good... thats it, he lost all... should have remembered that the cards he got were given to him as he was born... lousy hand with no chance at all.. ou well he got what he deserved... allways... let him have his drink and drown his missery... thats what he is good at... game over....

Fucked up dialog but here goes...

so much confusion and doubt.. disapointments and great expectations. too much that sweet sweet pleasure and pain.. he has no fucking idea where they are going right now.. is it bad... no one knows or wants to tell..

would just be better for him to disappear from the face of the earth. on the other hand he would gladly stay by her side now and forever.. well its all up to you he says with little smile on his face.. hoping that the answer is yes.... or no... he can´t really deside which is better.... confusion, ahh....

life is just too short to waste and the time is the trikyest bastard in this aquaison... thrust is a valuable thing... it goes from side to side whitout a reason... or maybe there is... in this case beauty of her soul has blinded our unfortuned rider.. so badly that he can´t see shit... no lasic can fix that... just too fucking blind...

expecting so much more from her... getting nothing and everything at the same time... there goes that confusion again... tired of confusion already... stop thinking he says to himself...

he`s got kick in the balls and just wants more metaforacly speaking.... he`s got slap in his face.... that one was for a reason... he deserved it.... the kiss, the kill, poetry the freak way... just like fairytale gone really really bad....

things just get really fucked up when your thruly, madly and deeply in L.O.V.E.... how deep someone asks??? deeper than atlantis... hurts so good..

fucking idiot... a real fool... love fool... me...